[eckky]

I am really sorry to hear about that and in in the same boat as you I have one or two friends that bairly ever talk to me I have been bullied all my like so I have bairly any confidence so I only go out if its in my back garden or to a gym I go two I feel really depresed all the time and have thought about ending my life as nobody dealt cares of me or about me I have done a tereble thing in my life that I will always regret but the secret is you have to keep finding somthing to fight for or life is just that ... Deppresing i don't know what age you are so I can't recomend muchbut try finding stuff to do even if its trying to get a part time job now I'm from Scotland and it fliping hard to get anything to do but you sound like you are from America and in sure there is more you can think of and I sure you aren't boating every one is interesting in there own ways