Alcohol. -
July 12th 2013, 10:15 PM
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Hi.
I used to drink a lot of vodka on a daily basis. I was hallucinating badly and struggling with low mood, urges to self harm and suicidal thoughts and it helped. But I got very drunk in a very quiet park and tried to kill myself and was restrained and taken to hospital and a few days later I was admitted onto a psychiatric ward. The drinking didn't stop but it became less. I've been home for around three weeks (I was discharged after two months) and it's gotten really bad again to the point where some days its 10am and I'm already drunk.
I just don't know what to do or how to deal with it and yeah.
Jessie.
’Happiness can be found in the darkest of times, if only one remembers to turn on the light.’
Big sis, always and forever, 15/04/2018
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