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Re: Screaming thread. - July 10th 2013, 09:23 PM
For fucks sake, please understand: No Means No. I've said no to you before and you've pushed me. I'm a people pleaser, I admit. I'll give you everything I have and that scares me. I don't want to. I don't want to feel bad whenever I finally get the courage to do something that makes me feel better. If I say I don't want to do something, or I say no in an underhanded way (like I reference family), it just means that I'm too nice to say fuck off and that I don't want to. Now, understand, it's not because I don't like you, because I do. I really do. It's just personally, your triggering. Your voice, the idea that you will bother me until I submit, the thought of giving away myself. That scares me.

I've said it once, I've said it twice, I've said it a thousand fucking times
That I'm OK, that I'm fine, that it's all just in my mind
But this has got the best of me, and I can't seem to sleep
It's not 'cause you're not with me, it's cause you never leave
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