[nothereanymore]

So he writes in my yearbook, "We have to hang out this summer!" Have we? No. Will we? Probably not. Will he hang out with my sister? He has already and probably will again.
And the one time I get invited to go out with friends, my boyfriend gets jealous. For fuck's sake.
What the FUCK makes me so repulsive? At least I'm not the type of 'friend' that only hangs out with people when she's got nothing better to do, or as a last resort, or just to get away from her parents, or some other shallow ass fucking reason like that. Maybe I should be though, it seems like those are the only people that have friends these days.