[Not_here]

Bring a little more peace
to this world
bring a little less suffering
I've always searched how
and now, I've found
the answer.
I'm the problem, I was all along
eliminate me and the problem is gone
I've restored the way it used to be
before I was born.
no one needs to know I once existed
life will go on, with all it's twist and turns
they'll be too concerned
to remember this broken girl
but that's how I want it
I'll be replaced
there's nothing in me that the world
doesn't already have
or can't create
I don't want to b the one
who is too weak to go on
I have my ways of
making it seem like a mistake
then no one will feel sad
or regret
"it was an accident"
they'll say
there's shades of gray
we don't know how it happened
She was swimming passed lifeguard hours
and after dark
we called her
but no answer