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4 and a half hours left to panic and attempt to gather the strength to see him there.... Jesus Christ guys I seriously have never been so scared in my life to see my friend. I might not even have to talk to him. But I keep picturing it in my mind and all I see is disaster and trouble.... and I thought maybe I was getting over him but I... I don't know.
I'm so scared.
I don't know what to do about my relationship shit right now. Just. *bangs head on computer*
My side hurts from cutting. Fuck.
My hair won't cooperate. Least of my problems right now.

This is my new favorite thread I think.