[justdatdude]

Well, this dream was certainly...adventurous.

Dreams prepare for the unexpected, which is what they are inplace for.

Generally, i don't know what to say, apart from you should tell your mother, you self-harm, this is extremely important that she knows, and i'm PRETTY SURE shes not going to "throw you into a mental room" Generally, she'll just talk and listen to you more often. Its what it does, she'll care for you. Though, she can only do this, if you open up to her.

Tell your mother, and it'll get alot easier. You will feel SO MUCH more comfortable when someone you know is someone who is helping you, i,e your mother, instead of a counsellor.

I Hope i helped. <3 pm/vm me for anything at all.