[mindflower]

To Cody, stop acting like I'm the bad guy here, maybe I do like another guy, you have a problem with that, just remember that you don't own me or my heart.... not anymore.

To Connor... I feel recovered around you even when I know I'm not, I'm never going to get better. But I haven't smiled this much in so long, .... thank you for that. Even if this doesn't last... thank you anyway. I have that feeling again, the one I've missed for a year and... God knows how long.... I still love Matthew and all, I get that, even though you have no clue... but I don't know how you did it, I feel just.... totally amazing around you. Its so odd. We're odd. I love it.