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When you say you gave up on my sister, I feel like you gave up on me, or you will in the future. I mean you've already said you gave up on me, but sometimes I think you changed your mind. And you really have to watch what you say. Words hurt and you just don't care. When I try to speak to you, you don't want to liste. You're constatnly making fun of me, or telling me what say is invalid/ dismissing my feelings. Or you say I'm too philosophical when I'm just speaking. Maybe you only wanted 2 children out of 4 because you seem to only have enough love for two. If we're you're daughters you shouldn't give up on any of us but you did and it makes me sad. I don't like being the one pulling the relationship through, you're not even interested and I'm doing all the hard work to keep my relationship with my own father alive.