[ColeF]

I'm so tired all of the time. Whenever I'm not sleeping, I have a migraine. Lately, I've heard voices again. So, I log in to my school yesterday to find that I didn't have the extension that I thought I had and that my course was closed, with an F. A well deserved grade, an F for the failure. I played video games one day and my mom says that I'm playing video games all of the time. Okay. Maybe I am just perverting my own thoughts so that I can make myself seem like less of a piece of shit? Probably. Sometimes, I wish there were more than one option; the option that stares me in the face every time I do something wrong. But, it seems like the only one. I cause pain to other people, and that's not fair, but I can't be fixed. I really wish there was another way out, though.