[mindflower]

I wish Cody hadn't ever shown up today.
I wish you had kissed me.
I wish I wasn't so fucked up.
I wish I was dead.

I'm sorry you're having anxiety problems.
I'm sorry I push you away.
I'm sorry I'm not perfect.
I'm sorry I can't do this right.
I'm sorry I'm not her.

I need you.
I need some help.
I need you to listen.
I need a break from grades and confusion right now.
I need my blades back.

I love you.
I love you too.