[Alucard]

I know things happen for a reason, but it's breaking my heart. I know we've reached the end of our relationship and it was only a matter of time, but this still really sucks. I was willing to give up my future for you, but you wouldn't have it because you thought I would regret it in the long run. I wouldn't, I swear it. I have much better opportunities here in the city than in the country. This is my choice and I choose you, but you won't have it. Why? I thought this is what you've wanted for six years. What went wrong? I'm scared we can't come back from this and that we can't even be friends. I still want you in my life.