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re: Non-PG13 (Strong Language): got raped, got hpv, my ex got a girlfriend, ovarian cancer -
May 26th 2013, 05:48 AM
Hey there, I'm not going to sugar coat anything, I am just going to tell you what I think.
First of all I really don't think you need another man right now. Clearly physical contact and such has gone very badly for you in the recent passed, especially in the circumstances your in so I would give that a break for a little while and worry about getting clean.
Get yourself to a clinic, talk to the doc about your health concerns and ask him about rehab programs.
First thing is first, you NEED to stop doing drugs. Nothing good comes of it. Second of all you need to stop sleeping around and sort yourself. Third you need to take action. If you are over 18 the clinic legally cannot tell your parents what is going on and the doctor can be a good place to start.
The world ain't all sunshine and rainbows. It is a very mean and nasty place and it will beat you to your knees and keep you there permanently if you let it. You, me, or nobody is gonna hit as hard as life. But it ain't how hard you hit; it's about how hard you can get hit, and keep moving forward. How much you can take, and keep moving forward. PM me if you need to talk about ANYTHING. 
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