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You are a fucking prick. You should not have said all the things you said and did all the things you did if you were just gonna go back to her. "Your eyes light up my world. I was attracted to you when I first saw you. I'm tearing up cause holy fucking shit you belong with me. Don't be sad; think about our future. What? Oh, what's that? My ex forgives me, bye!" No. SHIT DOESN'T FUCKING WORK THAT WAY. YOU DO NOT GET TO HAVE ME THEN THROW ME AWAY WHEN YOU'RE DONE WITH ME. I wish I never met you. I wish I never laid eyes on you. I wish I'd never heard your name. I wish I'd never kissed you. I wish people like you did not fucking exist. You hurt me, you willingly hurt me. And you don't even fucking care and it's fucking killing me inside. But I will never let you see that. I will wish you both the best and go on my merry fucking way because I don't have another fucking choice. But when I get home every day, I'll feel so overwhelmed with pain that all I can do is curl into a ball and cry because I hate you so much and I wanna kick you in the balls, but I care about you so much, that I'd help you afterwards. You were leading me on the whole time. And I fell for it. You dangled the string long enough, you kept me holding on long enough for me to get attached, then you left and you took what was left of my trust and my love with you. It was all a lie to you but I fell in love with you. Yeah. I fucking said it. I love you.