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headache

didn't eat breakfast or lunch, second day in a row

don't feel like eating, not in the mood. But I probably should. I know I should, but I can't. Not now at least.

tomorrow is first counseling session, I'm nervous and scared. Today was introduction thing and uhm, I already cried in front of her while telling her about self harming

I'm not used to opening up to people in real life...meh.
Left for school this morning crying and people were looking at me funny on the train. I usually don't cry in public but I can't help it any longer, it just happens.