[prettylittlesecret]

Well I really need an answer whether Im the one responsible for this breakdown. I felt guilty and screwed up. But there's a part of me that I felt like I shouldn't be the only one being wrong. I tried every way not to cause any conflicts and I really need to split these feelings out to someone so that I can cool down and being able to cope up with these miserableness. I chose to talk to my old friend who doesn't even know about this friend of mine in a private chat. I just couldn't believe it that this friend would be so rude to read my private conversation. I never expect her to find out. I kept all these things secretly and I don't thing I deserve to be the subject of some stupid rumour.