[Tigereyes]

I really wish you would stop... Please... It's killing me, even to just think about it. Not so much that you tried it, but that you don't want to stop. That you're PROUD of it and consider it you life... It feels like you've betrayed me. I guess what bothers me most isn't even any of that, but that you keep trying to convince me to do drugs with you and you won't take no for an answer. You know my reasoning. Can't you accept that? If you want to ruin you life, then I hate to say it, but go ahead and do that. But leave me out of it. Honestly, it kills me now to see you or even just think of you. Not because I think you're making a mistake because I've made a bunch too, but because you've given up everything you once cared about including your closest friend. I guess drugs are more important than me and your other friends. I know this sounds selfish, but I need a break from this friendship. It's hurting me, and causing me to hurt others by hurting myself. For once, I need to put myself first. I'm so sorry.