Too much stuff, too little time.
I want to
SH. This is the biggest urde i ever had. And no one here to comfort me. I think thats good on one level because i become independent, but very bad on the other because if i choose wrong theres no one to correct me.
Well i say: I dont give a
sh*t anymore...
Even worser update. I got myself on cocain. Not that im addicted... Just tried it and liked it... Im scared to know whats next.
Started smoking a pack of cigarettes a day.
I drink double the amounts now.
My doctor said i will die by the age of 25 if i continue like this...
I am a bad person. For a lot of reasons.
This thread is depressing. This forum is depressing. The chat has become depressing. Life has become depressing...
I dont remember when was the last time i laughed. Im guessing 4-5 weeks...
I got drunk 7 times in 7 days.
I overdosed a couple of nights ago. I almost went to a hospital... Cocain... Joy killed if you take a few g's than usual...
Anyways, all of you here that are just scrolling down and dont give a shit... I appreciate it, and im not being sarcastic. Im tired of people trying to lecture me. There was only one person that just kept his mouth shut and listened to me and comforted me... AND NOW HES F*CKING DEAD!!!
F*ck you all!