[ColeF]

This is great. Sleep apnea prevented me from getting a peaceful sleep last night. Maybe if I take muscle relaxers my throat can just close forever. My mom and dad won't get off my back, so there's absolutely nowhere I can go. I want my brother to have his own house already. I want to spend time with my brother, and I wish he didn't have such tight-ass jobs. I would love to get high right now. Then maybe I could get a nice rest. There's absolutely nothing going for me right now, fuck I'm depressed. I really want to spend time with my nieces and nephews, I haven't seen them for almost a fucking year. I'm so tired of not having my driver's license. But, I could never hold a steady job because of my migraines and sleep apnea, so I couldn't even pay for insurance anyways. At least I have my sugar gliders, but not for long. Now, even when I'm awake, I feel like I can't breathe. I wish I would choke on my tongue.