[i_like_black]

Maybe it was inconsequential to you, or maybe you didn't really think about doing it.
But when you ran up behind me and put your arm around me, for those brief seconds, it felt so good. Safe and comfortable and I'm okay with it, and I'm glad that happened.

And other person . . . I'm trying very hard to get well and stay well. It's hard, it's scary, and I have no idea if I can do it. I really want to meet you, but only when I'm in a headspace that's manageable. I love you dearly, and if I could do anything to make your life easier, or a little more enjoyable, then why, I would do that.