[Jack Lowden]

Originally Posted by Raining Glitter

He also knows how it's hard for me to say no. The same thing with saying no happened on the trip. I would, he guilt tripped me and told me to calm down in order to not start a scene. Told me to just fucking go along with that. When we talked about it, he said it was to keep me calm, but now I'm having second thoughts on his intentions.

This is what worries me. Just because someone knows it's hard for you to say doesn't mean they're going to be nice to you. I think it makes it more tempting to treat you like shit, to be honest. YOU need to say NO. If whispering it or biting his tongue doesn't do the trick, LEAVE. He sounds like one horrible person, but you need to be able to stand up for yourself or it will lead to you being taken advantage of again. Hell, this already sounds like the second time this has happened. Ditch him, move on. It sounds like you're not going to do anything about this, so learn from it & stand up for yourself.