[kissthestarsgoodnight]

I have had a similar feeling towards food before. I mean, why eat if you're not hungry? It just makes me feel sick.
I have made myself sick after eating a couple of times. It is not as nearly as serious as yours though.

Well done for stopping all on your own! I am proud of you! And even more proud that you told people after.

I think that as long as you believe in yourself, and believe that you can do what you love, without relapsing, then you will do it. Even though your friend has problems of her own, i'm sure it would upset her if you did relapse and you didn't tell her? Also, talk to your family again about it, reasure them that you believe in yourself and let them know that thats all they can do.

Keep strong, you can do it!