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Worried about my boyfriend going to college? - April 14th 2013, 06:12 AM
It's probably too early to be worried about this, but my boyfriend is going to college 4 1/2 hours away in the fall, and I'll only be a junior. We've been together for only 3 1/2 months but I love him to death and I know he loves me. He says he'll try to come back every weekend he can, and he'll always come back for breaks. But as of now he's at the college interviewing for a state office position in this organization he's in. He'll find out if he gets a position either Monday or Tuesday night. If he gets it, he'll be so busy he'll almost never be able to come back and see me because he has to travel a lot and he'll be doing stuff almost every weekend. So I've had this knot in my stomach all weekend. He doesn't really want it either.. but I don't want to tell him I don't want him to get it because it sounds selfish. It'll be good for him...but not for us. And I just have this fear with him being so far away and not being able to see me will make him just eventually forget about me.. I'm afraid he'll find someone else better and leave me. I mean I can't imagine him ever hurting me like that but I'm just scared. And if he gets a state position I know I need to act happy for him but I know I'll just break down.. I'm just scared of the future even though it's quite a ways away..and I'm tired of this terrible knot of my stomach that won't go away because I'll know in a few days if he gets a position or not. I don't know what to do...