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I had problem with bulimia for a few years now and i got better i got better on my own so no outside help, not even my family knew. I relapsed a few months ago. I finally admitted my problem told my close family and am now going to therapy.

The problem is I still have problems with food. I love food but I feel horrible after. Most people tell me to just avoid food but here's the kicker. I'm training to be a chef so i'm around food constantly. My best friends always by my side as she's in my class but I feel asking her for help because she has to deal with her own problem.

I just need ways to deal with all the food around me so I can not just love my food but feel comfortable with food without worrying my family.