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I wish I was pregnant - April 13th 2013, 09:03 AM
I know this may seem weird since I'm still very young but I wish I was pregnant. I'm serious. Like I wish that I could just meet the love of my life and get pregnant and have a baby. I never had sex before with any of my previous boyfriends since I'm very cautious and worried that if I did get pregnant my family would get mad at me and yell at me and that would make me really upset to the point where I'll just break down and cry. I have bad anxiety and depression and went to crisis twice for saying that I wanted to kill my family and that I wanted to commit suicide and that I wanted to cut. I'm afraid that if I was pregnant that I would be putting my child in danger of losing his/her life because I'm crazy and that I might commit suicide from being in a lot of pressure. But I really really really want to have a baby.