Fuck fuckity fuck fuck. I don't want to go to some fucking Spanish beach this summer. I can't let you see my legs, and now I have oto try and control myself and go higher so they'll just be scars. I'm shitting myself over these exams and nobody takes me seriously because I'm always the one who doesn't revise and gets good results, and imagine me thinking I'm going to fail and not be kidding. And I so badly want to talk to my best friend because I know I need help and I need to tell someone, but she's doing so well, minus the getting hammered in Spain with strange boys thing, and I can't drag her back down, so I'm left with no one.