awww, come here all of you
I'm just stressed out these days, as usual the anxiety and stuff. I don't know...it's just...I feel like I'm being taken for granted sometimes, but I don't want to speak up about it because it I might hurt people by that. It's just house work and chores, doing my sister's laundry besides for my own, because she STILL didn't learn how to, even though I'm willing to teach her, and she has the ability to learn. I wish she didn't have to feel so secure, that she could make it seem like an emergency, tell me last minute, say she won't go to school because she doesn't have clothes. So I end up doing it for her. But it's because I care, and she knows that. It's not that I want to stop helping, but it takes a toll on me, when I'm feeling used. It's her clothes, really. Why should I do it for her? Why can't she just do it herself. Meh. and I'm feeling rather lonely these days, despite the fact I'm around people most of the day.