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Re: How are you beating Self Harm? - April 3rd 2013, 02:23 AM

Wow, I'm here again, but it has been longer than a week so....
Anyways, right now, this very moment, I'm starting to think that I want to give it up. Just to... try and be happy....
I'm going to an amusement park on Thursday, and I was trying on my brand new bikini, and I saw all of my really deep, noticeable scars on my hip and well...... now I'm just thinking....
is it worth it?
I wanna really try this time.
I'm going to fool myself into thinking that I want to give up cutting, and maybe I will just... start to believe myself?
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