Triggering [
SH]
FUCK, FUCK, FUCK, FUCK, FUCK, FUCK FUCK!!!!!!!!!!!!
When my blade goes through me, it goes through her as well... And i dont want to hurt her... And im stupid, and idiotic, and retarded and weak... Im weak, thats what i am... I dont have pain, but she does, it hurts her and oh god... I said i would never hurt her... And i cry because of it... But its so satisfying, and i cant resist... And i have to, if not because of me, because of her... And its so so so so so hard already... And even if i dont say anything she will know ive cut, and she will cry, and then i will cry because she cries... Forgive me, Im too weak... Im too weak for you... Im sorry... And now im triggered... Im sorry...