[Beautiful Disaster]

Hi there,

I'm a student at the moment and I work part time at the Students Union on the bars/box office/cloakroom/pub. It's okay, but it can be crazy busy which can be hard to cope with etc.

I worked earlier tonight and I kept dissociating during my shift. It's not like this is life threatening to anyone, but can't really keep happening. It's happened before a tiny bit, but never as bad as this. What can I do when this happens?

Also, my memory is so bad at the moment for whatever reason and I can't remember people or what they've asked for quite a lot of the time. Like, they'll tell me what drinks they want, i'll look down at the till and have completely forgotten what they said. Or i'll take payment for something and nearly give the change to the wrong person without realising.

Work donl't know anything about any mental health problems that are probably behind all of this, and I'm not totally sure I want to tell them, but I don't know what to do?