[mindflower]

I get my worst grade up from a failing grade to a C+ and my parents yell at me. They yell at me for improving me.
I talk to my mom about my depression today and she makes it all about her or my grades. Great. Fucktastic.
Burnt my entire mouth eating Chinese food. Great.
I bore him when I texted him, when I just... I just wish he knew I loved him. That would almost be easier than this.
He made me very very very scared... apparently he wants to join the military after high school and that scares the living shit out of me.... because I don't want him to leave me here... he's the only one that can save me....
My friend won't leave me alone about my problems. First she decides "o well Taylor's depressed I guess I should be too *acts depressed*" and then asks me whats wrong.... "Nothing, I just want to die."
Fat. Worthless. Failure. Depressed. Supposed to die today.
0 days left, and I'm still here.... so much for that.