Re: Screaming thread. -
February 25th 2013, 03:24 AM
I've got five out-of-love letters I never sent to you because I was giving you time to get over me before I asked for you to heal me in return. You still can't talk to me, but somehow you're better enough that you can date my friends.
And another thing: I'm sick of saying, "that's okay," when it's not fucking okay. I don't want to act like a lady. I don't want to be the better person anymore. I want to scream and shout and call you a bastard and punch you in the chest and feel something--anything--more than this emptiness.
Because I fucking hate you.
But I hate that I need you even more.
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