TeenHelp - Long distance is hard

This might be a little bit of a vent, so I’m sorry, but any advice would be really appreciated-

So my boyfriend and I have been long distance for almost a year now I think. I’m going to college in Ohio, he’s going to junior college and helping his grandparents on their trailer park in Texas. And while neither of us have been too great about texting regularly and stuff, we’re still together and we do talk. Recently though, I’ve felt really alone. Part of it might be jealousy, and my roommates boyfriend comes over occasionally on weekends sometimes, and sometimes sleeps over (hes a nice guy and they both made sure it was ok with me beforehand) but I can’t help but feel envious of them. Last night especially. I don’t know why but I couldn’t even look in their direction, which sounds and feels so petty…I ended up cuddling my stuffed animals. And I’ll admit I cried a bit to myself. I don’t know why. I miss my boyfriend so much. I want to hug him, and hear his voice, and hold his hand, and I hate that I can’t. I hate feeling lonely. I love my friends but it’s not exactly the same thing, you know? I feel stupid for feeling like tis but I can’t help it and it sucks.

So yeah uhh thank you for reading my vent, any advice is greatly appreciated if you have any. Sorry for rambling, goodnight!!