I broke up with my boyfriend, now everyone hates me.

[itzz.casper]

Okay.I broke up with my boyfriend.We dated twice this was our second time. I broke up with him on X-mas eve. So I really feel bad for that. But I couldnt fake it. I have a lot of mental issues. Im on probation for almost killin someone. And im kinda sorta a mom so I dont have time for a boyfriend. Also I fell outta love with him. But I aint datin anyone new. But I broke up with him for his own good.


But my ex boyfriends' friends are my best friends to. Since I barley hang out with any girls. I hang out with alot of guys. So after the first time we broke up we spent 5 months away from each other. No communication no nothin. And since we have the same friends we just joined up in our group and barley talked even then. I got a phone and I was stoned... And I guess I texted him through-out kik. And he texted back. When I was sobered over, we talked. And talked for an hour then he asked me out again and I said yeah. And then I broke up with em. Like I said I had my reasons. And like I said again, we have the same friends. And he showed our friends the text message and everyone is havin a spaz on me. Since he his suicidal. That was another reason why I broke up with him. I am a depressed psychopathic drug-addicted. I dont need the same thing as a partner. I need someone who has been depressed but isnt anymore. And I need someone as crazy as me. And who can stand me doin drugs. And I dont like how my now ex boyfriend is frammin me like this. And if he does somthin stuipd I know everyone will spaz on me even more.

What do I do. I cant take this. My head is spinnin round. And not enough drugs is helpin either. And I dont wanna get back together with him. What do I do to make this all go?

[FrozenRobot7]

Well it sounds like you had very good reasons for breaking up with him. But did you express why exactly you broke up with him when you did?

And for the whole friend thing, it will take some getting used to. I say you should reach out to his/your friends and tell them also why you broke up with him, because then they will understand more. As for hanging out with them, the only real thing I see that you can do is get comfortable with hanging around him. If you ever need anything just IM me