Scared of getting hard

[Tytan2010]

I know its all in my head and stuff and I just gotta stop thinking about it but sometimes I am scared of getting hard because I’m a grower, so ever since I was little my penis is small soft but when I was 11 I’m almost 15 now my penis is growing and I know other guys want to be big but not as big as I am. Since I’m a grower if I try not to get hard I don’t see how big it’s getting at all so I won’t know if I got another growth spurt! I showed my friends in the locker room once how big I could get because I look tiny small and they were freaked out it got that big saying no girl is ever gonna want it. And I feel like I’m still growing!!!

I saw posts on here from some huge guys how do you handle it?

[Astro04]

Hello,
Getting hard is a normal thing. If you're scared, you should go locked in your bedroom, the bath or any place that calm you. Also, let it happen. It's a normal thing.

[Tytan2010]

Thx i know its normal but its just in my head I don’t need to think about it being too big or weird and freaky looking if im not getting hard so i keep trying so hard not to because if i stay soft I don’t see how big its grown hard u know? But I gotta stop worrying I guess

[Astro04]

Be hard at home! Don't let it be it will stop you.

I understand what you're going through I'm big myself down there and its difficult for me to deal with erections in public but you learn to control it. It happened once walking home from school my zippers ripped it was freaking embarrassing