lonely
 

Lately I just been feeling lonely and depressed. I do not no what to do. I do not want to feel this way. I just want to be happy again. I feel like I have nothing to look foward to in life and just kinda want to end it but I know I wont. I do not want to see a therapist but I have no one to talk about my feelings, my boyfriend gets angry and takes everything so personal when I talk to him and my friends would just make fun of me. I feel like I want to wipe the slate clean and start over. My depression is geting worse again and Im starting to think about cutting again. I do not now how to stop this. I feel anxious at times. I do not want to be on medication but I need to find ways on how to lift my mood and my anxiety. I no people care about me but they are not the right ones to discuss this with. I just feel so alone and want to be able to talk to someone but Im so shy and cannot find the right person to talk to.

Re: lonely
 

Frankly the best thing to do about depression is to seek help. It doesn't have to be a professional. I cannot offer my assistance with that.

Loneliness I could offer a suggestion that may or may not help. Sometimes loneliness stems from unsatification (that's not a word, btw) with where you are at. Try to do something new. It doesn't have to be something scary. Think of something you like to do: watch tv, read, play games, cook. Then, find a group of people you can do that with. Join a scrabble club, take cooking classes, go see screening of old movies. Interact with new people with the same interests as you.

Re: lonely
 

I know how you feel. I can't open again to anyone i hate highschool and i hate the fact that i am screaming inside and nowone seems to hear. My parents are hating me dispase the fact i learn well i don'tget drunk , smoke and others.But they love my sister who is a little bitch.Well i don't know if this will make you feel better but really you are not alone take a look at millions off topics on the internet about depresion.