hey guys, its been a while since i've been on here.
to be honest i've been so busy with college and getting settled in here that i didn't really care about how lonely i was feeling because I figured it would just pass in time, but its been five years since i've had a boyfriend and boy am I feeling it.
i've liked a few guys in that time but nothing has ever ended up working out.
i'm really discouraged, and obviously as i said before, lonely.
is there anyway i can get my mind off things? I feel like i've tried everything from going for a walk to watching television, even doing some of my artwork, but for some reason I can't get my goddamn mind off it!
its just that one of my worst fears is being alone forever, and sometimes i can't even picture myself with anyone..
thanks for reading this <3