Triggering (Suicide): just lonely

[Banksy]

i feel nothing atm but lonelyness no matter wjho im with i feel lonely :/ i act all happy but its getting to me, i may aswell be dead if this is how life is going to be

[Apollo]

Hello.

I want you to know that life isn't going to be like this your whole life. It gets better, but death won't help the situation. It is possible to get rid of that "lonely" kind of feeling. I think you should talk to somebody close that will listen to how you feel. Talking about things can really help, and if you find yourself unable to talk about it, write it down. Give it to your doctor, or whomever else. A lot of people care about you, and they would hate to see you go through this, or worse. I think you should call a friend or somebody, or find things that mean something to you, and think about them. That may help you know how much people love and care for you. Life does get better, like I said, and things will improve. If you keep hiding your feelings and acting happy, it will only get worse.

Have a good day. You deserve to be happy.

[Banksy]

icant be hapy and i cant be sad it just all the same i hear voices my hearts been broken my freinds have left me and i nolonger have the energy to carry on

[Apollo]

You can be happy. It just does not seem like it at the moment. If you're hearing voices, I think you should seriously consider getting professional help, even more so if the voices are telling you to hurt yourself. But I still think you need to open up to somebody you can trust. And I completely understand the heartbreak thing, but I want you to realize something... Just because somebody has broken your heart and you feel like you won't ever find the right person, doesn't mean you should give up. There are billions and more people in the world, and it's not fair to yourself to let a few people ruin your life. If your friends have left you, they're not true friends, are they? Your true friends will never leave your side.

[Banksy]

ive never had a true freind they al use me and i know about the voices i have meds but i have another thing in my head i never told ne1 and it plays on my mind alot i think its why im sad xxx

[Apollo]

Would you feel comfortable telling me what the other thing is? You could also PM me if you don't want everybody to know, but you don't have to. Only if you are willing.
Anyways. Is the medication helping much? If not, I would advise you to talk to your doctor or your counselor/therapist (if you have one) so that they can find something that works.