feeling depressed and lonely

[Liz94]

I know I have friends I just feel like they are only friends with me because they dont want me to kill myslef.

I feel so lonely I really like a boy he knows I do but asks me for girlfriends advice. Plus the only thing my friends talk about to me is my self harm, my depression or my eating. Or its them asking me for advice bout them feeling down and depressed.

Im just so depressed its like as soon as I go back to school I have another depression episode which has led to my SH being the worse its ever been and me binging and skipping meals again.

I cant really write how down I feel all I know is I dont see the point in life but am to much of a whimp to end it.

[i_am_me_again]

Hi Liz.

Im glad that you are able to post how you feel, that takes courage and strenght.
Its also important that you know youhave your friends. They are friends who stick with you because you are you, not because you are suicidal.

You're young, you shouldnt be pressured into feeling lonely. If you like a boy go for it. If you dont feel comfortable talking about it, dont force yourself. As you get older, things will get easier. Honest.

If you feel you can talk about the negative issues then thats brilliant, a problem shared is a problem halved. And you obviously have caring friends who love you no matter what.

Ok, what you need to do, is talk to someone, you should go to a proffesional. Not only should you not be depressed, you shouldnt be self harming and if its school making you do this...you do need help. If there is something going on at school, like if you are being bullied, you do need to speak up. You need to speak up anyway, because its not right for you to 'fear' school.


You dont need to end it, youve got the whole world to get better and enjoy. Things may seem crap, but people care and people love you, is it really worth ending your life when its only just begining.

If things are rock bottom, they cant get worse..right?
So things must get better because they cant get worse.

I really hope you get the help you need.

Take it easy

Jaymi
xx