Confessions of a lonely heart.♥

[obelus]

whats hapening to me?
i feel like i cant breathe.
i feel like giving up.
but i dont want to do that!
no.
im not going to do that!
but its hard,
its tough,
if living through hell isnt enough!
im fine!
im fucked up,
insecure,
neurotic,
and emotional!
my heart feels like stopping,
legs want to stop walking,
my arms dont want to move,
my body wants to be PARALYZED!
i dont know what to do.
my confession burning me through,
just so i will tell the truth!
i have a lonely heart!
its been torn apart!
its been burned,
its been crushed,
its been broken just as much!
but now im finally getting through,
wanting the help from you,
but you wont help!
you wont look me in the eye!
you just walk by!
so now above all things,
i have one confession to make,
i have a,
i have a,
LONELY HEART!

♥

[AshtrayHeart]

theres alot of emotion in this, its pretty good