So Lonely

[kissthestarsgoodnight]

I actually feel so lonley at the moment.
I am always on my own.
I have friends, family and a boyfriend, but I just feel like they are nowhere to be found when I need their company
I just need someone to talk to, someone to be their for me.
I hate feeling like this, I really don't want to get so low that I cut again

[Collies R Us]

I know that feeling. It's pretty awful. What helps me is to talk with God, 'cause He's always there. There's movies and books to distract yourself with, just until you find someone to talk to. But, ehh, they're distractions; I'm serious about talking to God. He's there. You may not feel Him but He is there.
I hope you feel un-lonely. That really is an awful feeling.
- Collies R Us

Aww, I'm really sorry you're feeling so lonely, Jade. I can relate, I get these feelings a lot. They're pretty awful. When there's nobody around, can you call your boyfriend or text him? Call family? If they're busy than how about doing something you enjoy? Or getting a new hobby? I like losing myself in stuff. Like play games, read, listen to music, go for a walk, anything. c:

Feel free to message me anytime, hun!

Stay Strong <3

[Palmolive]

Personally, when I'm going through a hard time and need someone the most, it's always hardest to ask someone for help (whether that's to talk to, go out, sit with me, what ever). But, you clearly have people around you who love you and care about you and I know that it might be really hard for you when you're in that moment to say, I need you, but don't be afraid to turn to these people. If they aren't there when you need the, text them ring them, skype them, what ever. Just have some contact with them and allow them to support you through the moment you're in. They stick around you and spend time with you like they do because they love you, because they want to be with you, so when they aren't there, they aren't going to mind you contacting them, you know?

You can do this and you're never alone. We're always here too.