I've been posting a lot. I don't feel like I have any friends. I post on here, because I need people and tonight, I just feel so lonely. I feel like all my friends aren't talking to me, or caring. and I feel like
TH is even leaving me.
I want a hug, I want someone. and its like I can't have anyone. I want that one person to tell me its alright, but she seems to be moving further away from me. I am just feeling so lonely. I just want her to hug me, to grab my hand, to tell me its alright. BUT NO. shes moving further away, it seems like emotionally she's leaving me. she doesn't love me, because she cannot, because she just isnt gay.
but she seems to be moving away. I am soo lonely. I just want her. thats all I want. thats all I need. I just, I want to be loved. and cared for.
I just want this pain to end, this loneliness. I want to end it.