So lonely i cant take it!

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eversince ive been homeschooled ive felt very lonely. I dot see anyone but my family and my best friend is always buSy all the time and my other friend is busy too. Im afraid ill never have friends again and ill have a lonely summer even tough ive tought how i can be more outgoing at the beach or whatever im afrai people will think in weird if i ask them to play volleyball or something or because i have a high pitch voice and stuff. Same for when i go to college this fall, theyll think im a dork or something. i see everyone talk online about their friends and stuff and i feel so left out and like im a freak because im so alone and everyone has a of friends! I dont know how i can make friends right now since im home all day and people with the same intrests as me are so hard ( like comics and art c: ) to find or end up being very creepy. All my friends end up being very mean to me because of my anxiety and stuff. I just feel so lonely and idk if i can wait till college im going to go nuts :c i want to be normal and have friends.

[Solivagant]

Hey Lea

I've moved your thread to the Friends and Family section because I think that it will get better replies here. Feel free to PM me in case you disagree with my decision.

You can always join a hobby group, or something like an art class. It is a great way to meet new people who share your interests. And don't worry about people not liking you just because you have a high pitched voice, there is much more to a person than their voice and if someone chooses to ignore that, it is their loss. You will be able to find friends eventually. Be patient. We haven't talked much but I can tell you this, you are such a sweet person that anyone would love to befriend you had they known you even a bit.

Take care,
Don't hesitate to PM/VM me if you need to talk about anything.