Woe Is Me -
September 3rd 2023, 07:47 AM
Woe's me.. that's what I'm feeling.. because that's all I ever seem to do. Woe's me.
But it's hard to turn off the sad when it comes. It's hard to stop the 'You're not good enough'. Its hard to stop the slight anger. Sometimes the jealousy. All tied with a pretty little bow to the 'Not good enough'. And then the image of maybe if this or maybe if that. But no matter how many maybes it's still not good enough. And then it's that desperate need to just pretend like everything is great. Because woe's me is not a proper answer to everything. And there are days when you just want to rip your heart out and just toss it to the trash like that's where it belongs. Like that's where everything else has gone. But that's just woe's me. Even if others have done it to you, that's still a woe's me. Trashed heart.. just like trashed dreams.. but that's just a woe's me...
And then the moment passes and the tears are still fresh and the hurt is still there but the next day has begun. And you cant woe's me. You have to smile and live.. and just forgive.. and try to forget.
Woe is me..
But it cant...
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