TeenHelp
Get Advice Quick Ask Support Forums Today's Posts Chat Room

Get Advice Connect with TeenHelp Resources
HelpLINK Chat and Live Help Facebook     Twitter     Tumblr     Instagram    Safety Zone
   Hotlines
   Alternatives
   Calendar


You are not registered or have not logged in
Hello guest! (Not a guest? Log in above!) As a guest you can submit help requests, create and reply to Forum posts, join our Chat Room and read our range of articles & resources. By registering you will be able to get fully involved in our community and enjoy features such as connect with members worldwide, add friends & send messages, express yourself through a Blog, find others with similar interests in Social Groups, post pictures and links, set up a profile and more! Signing up is free, anonymous and will only take a few moments, so click here to register now!



Self Expression Poems, stories, artwork and similar creations are great ways to let out your thoughts or feelings. Please share your work with us here!

Closed Thread
 
Thread Tools Search this Thread Rate Thread
  (#1 (permalink)) Old
Soda_Voxel Offline
Doing my best
Experienced TeenHelper
******
 
Soda_Voxel's Avatar
 
Name: Please call me Soda.
Age: 20
Gender: Female
Pronouns: She/her
Location: England

Posts: 608
Points: 13,512, Level: 16
Points: 13,512, Level: 16 Points: 13,512, Level: 16 Points: 13,512, Level: 16
Blog Entries: 6
Join Date: December 24th 2020

Post our little secret - June 1st 2022, 03:14 PM

Trigger warnings: Self harm, repetition

our little secret


our little secret.

once, twice, thrice.

i think dirty thoughts that no girl my age should.

again, again, and again.

my pretty face, my delicate brain

soiled and spoiled with the thoughts of an evil incarnate.

thirty five, thirty six, thirty seven

i think it so much, that it doesn't seem so unusual.

not a stranger, but a friend

a friend i've never met.

one hundred, one thousand, one million.

lost count a long time ago.

perhaps i was waiting for that magic number.

perhaps it was a countdown.

once, twice, thrice.

i did it once and i'll do it again.

show, not tell.

thoughts into action.

thoughts into marks.

our little secret.


It's enough to live a live with love until we die
Autism, Depression, Anxiety

  (#2 (permalink)) Old
¯|_(ツ)_|¯ Offline
Living the dream.

TeenHelp Superstar
**************
 
¯|_(ツ)_|¯'s Avatar
 
Name: Dez
Age: 28
Gender: ¯\_(ツ)_/¯
Pronouns: She/They
Location: Connecticut, USA

Posts: 20,252
Points: 175,209, Level: 59
Points: 175,209, Level: 59 Points: 175,209, Level: 59 Points: 175,209, Level: 59
Blog Entries: 176
Join Date: November 16th 2010

Re: our little secret - June 1st 2022, 10:36 PM

I like the counting in this!


Do you ever get a little bit tired of life
Like you're not really happy but you don't wanna die
Like you're hanging by a thread but you gotta survive
'Cause you gotta survive
1 user(s) liked this post or found it helpful.
  (#3 (permalink)) Old
Arabesque- golfing girl. Offline
Be Creative. Always Dance❤️

Jeez, get a life!
***********
 
Arabesque- golfing girl.'s Avatar
 
Name: Emmie🦋
Gender: Female
Location: grand jeté pas de deux en pointe❤️

Posts: 5,662
Points: 123,595, Level: 50
Points: 123,595, Level: 50 Points: 123,595, Level: 50 Points: 123,595, Level: 50
Blog Entries: 271
Join Date: March 6th 2017

Re: our little secret - June 2nd 2022, 01:58 AM

This was lovely. Thank you so much for sharing this with us.


•Forums Officer
•HelpLINK Moderator
•Community Moderator•
Article Writer
•Resource Editor
•Newsletter Editor
• Social Media Guru.

"Dance is your pulse, your heartbeat,
It’s the rhythm
of your life.

It’s the expression
in time and movement,

in happiness, joy, sadness and envy.
-Jacques d’Ambroise''
1 user(s) liked this post or found it helpful.
  (#4 (permalink)) Old
lonely16 Offline
Member
Welcome me, I'm new!
*
 
lonely16's Avatar
 
Age: 19
Gender: Female

Posts: 22
Points: 1,620, Level: 6
Points: 1,620, Level: 6 Points: 1,620, Level: 6 Points: 1,620, Level: 6
Join Date: November 22nd 2021

Re: our little secret - June 2nd 2022, 05:21 AM

I love this
especially the line "thoughts into marks"
1 user(s) liked this post or found it helpful.
  (#5 (permalink)) Old
Everglow. Offline
Did you miss me?
Outside, huh?
**********
 
Everglow.'s Avatar
 
Name: Hollie
Age: 29
Gender: Female
Pronouns: She/They
Location: London

Posts: 4,532
Points: 74,747, Level: 39
Points: 74,747, Level: 39 Points: 74,747, Level: 39 Points: 74,747, Level: 39
Blog Entries: 789
Join Date: January 19th 2011

Re: our little secret - June 7th 2022, 08:12 PM

I really enjoyed reading this. I thought the pace was really good and the counting was really effective.


"Why want another universe if this one has dogs?"

Matt Haig - The Midnight Library

Volunteer Support Officer | Apply to staff
1 user(s) liked this post or found it helpful.
  (#6 (permalink)) Old
Dawn. Offline
Laughter. Faith. Hope.

TeenHelp Veteran
*************
 
Dawn.'s Avatar
 
Age: 31

Posts: 14,013
Points: 90,776, Level: 43
Points: 90,776, Level: 43 Points: 90,776, Level: 43 Points: 90,776, Level: 43
Join Date: October 9th 2009

Re: our little secret - July 4th 2022, 07:23 AM

This is really good!


1 user(s) liked this post or found it helpful.
  (#7 (permalink)) Old
DeletedAccount81
Guest
 
DeletedAccount81's Avatar
Edit avatar
 

Posts: n/a

Re: our little secret - July 6th 2022, 01:38 AM

Well done, I liked the repetitive counting.

Feel free to come back and share more of your writing.
1 user(s) liked this post or found it helpful.
  (#8 (permalink)) Old
Celyn Offline
~One Skittles Minion~

Jeez, get a life!
***********
 
Celyn's Avatar
 
Name: Holly
Gender: Female
Pronouns: She/Her
Location: Wales

Posts: 6,512
Points: 63,381, Level: 36
Points: 63,381, Level: 36 Points: 63,381, Level: 36 Points: 63,381, Level: 36
Blog Entries: 5
Join Date: June 16th 2009

Re: our little secret - August 12th 2022, 11:28 AM

This was really good, especially the numbers and then losing count. Thank you for sharing. Hope you are doing okay


Mentoring and Support Team Leader | Click here to volunteer
Closed Thread

Bookmarks

Tags
addiction, expressing my feelings, poetry, problems, secret, self harm, struggling recently, trigger warning


Posting Rules
You may post new threads
You may post replies
You may not post attachments
You may not edit your posts

BB code is On
Smilies are On
[IMG] code is On
HTML code is Off
Trackbacks are Off
Pingbacks are Off
Refbacks are Off


 
User Infomation
Your Avatar

Latest Articles & News
- by Halcyon
- by Rob

Advertisement



All material copyright ©1998-2024, TeenHelp.
Terms | Legal | Privacy | Conduct | Complaints | Mobile

Powered by vBulletin®.
Copyright ©2000-2024, Jelsoft Enterprises Ltd.
Search engine optimization by vBSEO.
Theme developed in association with vBStyles.