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Lazy and stupid
I wrote this while crying my eyes out so not sure how if sounds because reading it is going to make me cry more.
Some people are good At leaving abuse (I'm happy for them) Other people are a bit confused They miss the chance for CPS They miss the mark for youth reach out They dont come across as mentally impaired But inside it is debilitating to live in fear So they're told I'm going to be blunt: you really need to 'man up' Put your big girl panties on Get off your lazy butt Make shit happen Don't just sit there feeling sorry We have been there and got through it, And if you haven't left by now, there's something wrong with you They say: sorry not sorry, This is tough love I left when I was 15 They say: go reft go light Actually I'm not gonna give you tips Because you should figure it out yourself And by the end of all this? hopeless, helpless, defeated Little Sue has shrunk to the size of a mouse She has disappeared from the map Sitting in a corner rocking in and out Head bobbing, tears flying, she's a little girl hiding Blood shot eyes undress her, strikes a knife into her soul For reaching out, for speaking out Her punishment is the walk back to the first exile Unsure if she would be let back in Some people do toughen up Some people bend Little Sue, she broke She was too weak To speak and keep speaking and to rip off the tape from her mouth Her language was bobbing her head, rocking side to side Tears flying, Hiding under blankets Sitting at a cemetery cuddling the same knife that struck her soul And the other survivors, they point their fingers at her They call themselves successful Left at 15 years old, got a job, bought a car did something with their life We made it through So why can't you? You obviously can but you don't try to |
Re: Lazy and stupid
I thought this was written well. I hope sharing this helped you in some way.
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I am sorry to hear you are in such a tough spot right now. You are really amazing and can get through this, I know you can. <3
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its so shocking but but you clearly do these things pretty well with putting into words, i mean
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This was powerful, especially the end. Keep sharing with us. <3
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This was nice and has a lot of emotion in it. Lots of hugs.
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This is a really good poem and really honest. I'm sorry to hear that you're so upset and I hope that since writing this, you're feeling a bit better somehow. Make sure you're looking after yourself ok?
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Re: Lazy and stupid
Thank you all of you
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