Triggering: never ever

[NeuroBeautiful]

I'm never going to earn a wage
That's ever going to support me
I'm never going to be the age
That's ever going to soothe me*
I'm never going to find an escape
That can ever be safe and set me free

Im never going to be enough
Im never going to be worth it
Im never going to toughen up

Im never going to create my life
The way I need it
The way I imagined it
The way I can feel alive*

I see a wall going on and on
Searching for a door in the dark, alone
I'm wondering how long?
Will I find one at all?

There's thousands of others fighting for their life
While I am fighting so much for my death
I got no strength

I can't imagine a life beyond the walls
The world is so big and I'm so small
I am a big ball of perpetual nothingness

I'm never going to make it out there
I'm never going to make it out of here
I'm never going to make it through

I'm never ever going to make it through

[hocus pocus]

I liked all of this, I can feel the emotion here. This part is my favorite.

I can't imagine a life beyond the walls
The world is so big and I'm so small
I am a big ball of perpetual nothingness

I'm never going to make it out there
I'm never going to make it out of here
I'm never going to make it through

I'm never ever going to make it through

Hope to see more from you soon. <3

[¯|_(ツ)_|¯]

I can definitely relate. But you can do this. <3

[Storyteller.]

Originally Posted by In-the-way

There's thousands of others fighting for their life
While I am fighting so much for my death

I found this section particularly powerful, but the whole piece, as always, was well-written and full of emotion. Looking forward to your next work.

I really liked this Susan. Thank you for sharing.

[Kintsukuroi.]

This was amazing.

I loved this part:

There's thousands of others fighting for their life
While I am fighting so much for my death
I got no strength

I can't imagine a life beyond the walls
The world is so big and I'm so small

[.Brittany.]

You definitely have a lot of skill when it comes to writing. I always love reading your stuff. Keep up the good work. This was really well done!