Triggering: Not that kind of love

[NeuroBeautiful]

I dont really like it, I just need need to write I guess.

You have a different kind of love
A kind of love
full of rage
shakes me in fear
A special kind of love that makes me want to disappear

I was born on the battlefield
forced into military training
I am screaming
I am pleading
Get me out of here

He already pickled my heart and chewed up my soul
I feel it in my guts, there's this massive empty hole
I will draw all my blood out
Pour it in a ditch in the ground
Bury it before he can see
Before he gets here
Because, he is after my blood
He is after my blood
He is after me

[¯|_(ツ)_|¯]

This is super thought provoking and very well done.

[hocus pocus]

I like the line about it being a special kind of love that makes you want to disappear, and the part about being born in a boot camp. I like it all though! Hope to see more from you soon.

[Insomniac]

You conveyed the emotion very well. My favorite part is the repetition of the phrase "he is after my blood", I definitely felt the urgency and panic behind it. Great job!

[NeuroBeautiful]

Thank you, all of you :3