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This is a story which entails some of the events of my life A life of struggles, struggles and strife As a child, the memories are filled with hurt and pain Things went wrong again and again, Beatings and violence through a little girls eyes A family full of conflict, secrets and lies Invasion in so many ways, none of which a child should know Preventing me from being happy, preventing me to grow Many an accident I had in my school years, Unable to control my bladder, always in tears. Scared, petrified, unable to speak A life so strong, but a child so weak. Bullied by the other kids in my class, I felt like a broken cracked glass Cut and shattered in so many places Bound together by invisible weak laces From a very young age I found a way to cope, But this painful self-destruction gave me little hope Raped at 10, violated by blood. Everything was always bad, nothing ever good Emotional psychological verbal abuse, I tried to run away but it was no use, There was no escaping these demons skulking around, No hope, no peace ever to be found Neglect abandonment, torture and pain Beaten and abused, again and again Physical abuse and sexual too, Is only a word of what I went through Through high school, things remained the same Again and again I suffered the same Though now I hurt myself more than they hurt me Starvation, self-mutilation but it wasn't easy My world became a huge mess as people found out, I couldn't even whisper that I wanted to shout Ended up in a psych ward for kids and teens Weeks turned to months in an NHS routine Upon my discharge, I tried to make things better But life may as well have given me a 'failure' letter An injury, an illness, a bereavement too Again only a fraction of what I went through Moved up and down the country to try find a way But there wasn't one peaceful safe place to stay Another bereavement a best friend gone I ended up getting more withdrawn Family lost, in their pathways of lies Undisguised by their truth-telling eyes The hungry deceit left a trail of their mistakes Causing nothing but misery and heartache Still I carried on, and moved away again Things turned around for me but no end to this pain Raped again at 21 by a man I thought to be a friend A liar and a bastard is all he was in the end How much more can I take, I don't even know Is there any further that I can even go? |
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This is so emotional!
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Very emotional.
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This is amazing. It's really emotional and I like the little bit of repetition you have in there. I like the way you ended with a question, and something about this line just made me stop for a second.
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Thank you x x
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