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Re: What are you thinking right now? -
October 14th 2012, 06:47 AM
I've been thinking how weak I've become and now I've sorted out priorites. DEATH! I'd be doing this slighted world a humongous favour, who needs a bitch like me walking around thie planet aimlessly?
Jay.
Buddy since 18/11/12 LiveHelp Operator since 22/12/12 Add me on Facebook Jay Louise Shorrock!
A whisper in the dark; is better than silence in the light. -Courtesy of your's truly.
My blog is open to all, those whom are easily triggered avoid, it's a story about a girl and her life and how far she has come over the years. If you read it, I hope it inspires you to keep fighting and to NEVER give up!
When you can no longer think of a reason to continue, you must think of a reason to start over.
Re: What are you thinking right now? -
October 15th 2012, 07:19 AM
I'm a bad, bad person. No wonder everyone hates me and I have no friends. He has every right not to love me. I am entirely worthless and should be ashamed of everything I am. I'm not alone because I want to be, I'm alone because I'm nothing. Absolutely fucking nothing and no matter what I do I can't change. I'm too old for this. Adults aren't supposed to be thoroughly terrified this way. They aren't supposed to be awake every night fighting through panic attacks.
I have nobody... not even myself.
-Let the Music Play-
"There's no way to explain why life is filled with so much pain. But do the flowers ever grow in the places it don't rain?"
"But the unfortunate truth is that, while being different from everyone else can be exciting at first, ultimately it can get a little lonely."
"The floor seemed wonderfully solid. It was comforting to know I had fallen and could fall no further."
Re: What are you thinking right now? -
October 15th 2012, 07:27 AM
I fucking saw him today and fucking wanted to run away, instead I had a fucking panic attack just at the sight of him! I'm sure he saw me as I quickly pushed my friends down anotehr hallway.
Jay.
Buddy since 18/11/12 LiveHelp Operator since 22/12/12 Add me on Facebook Jay Louise Shorrock!
A whisper in the dark; is better than silence in the light. -Courtesy of your's truly.
My blog is open to all, those whom are easily triggered avoid, it's a story about a girl and her life and how far she has come over the years. If you read it, I hope it inspires you to keep fighting and to NEVER give up!
When you can no longer think of a reason to continue, you must think of a reason to start over.
Do you wanna come with me? 'Cause if you do, then I should warn you - you're gonna see all sorts of things. Ghosts from the past. Aliens from the future. The day the Earth died in a ball of flame. It won't be quiet, it won't be safe, and it won't be calm. But I'll tell you what it will be: The trip of a lifetime!
Don't trust a perfect person and don't trust a song that's flawless.
Re: What are you thinking right now? -
October 17th 2012, 03:44 AM
I have urges so bad right now...
From day one I talked about getting out
But not forgetting about
How all my worst fears are letting out
He said, "Why put a new address on the same old loneliness?"
When breathing just passes the time
Until we all just get old and die
Re: What are you thinking right now? -
October 18th 2012, 12:33 PM
Feeling fine for all the wrong reasons.
Self pity will not rescue you.
Sometimes we have to save our own lives,
not because no one else cares, but because no one else can.
Life for you has been less than kind
So take a number, stand in line
We've all been sorry, we've all been hurt
But how we survive is what makes us who we are.
Dreamed up the maps, give me the charcoal and the paper
We invent paths they cannot see, and they're too scared to walk
Only after disaster can we be resurrected. It's only after you've lost everything that you are free to do anything.
Re: What are you thinking right now? -
October 27th 2012, 08:08 PM
Not really in the mood to talk to anyone. Kinda wish I could just go walk alone somewhere, but my mom will probably worry that something will happen to me. Like I care.
"Just open your eyes and see that life is beautiful..." ~Sixx:A.M.
Re: What are you thinking right now? -
November 5th 2012, 04:02 AM
I should be going to sleep, but I don't want to..
From day one I talked about getting out
But not forgetting about
How all my worst fears are letting out
He said, "Why put a new address on the same old loneliness?"
When breathing just passes the time
Until we all just get old and die
Re: What are you thinking right now? -
November 6th 2012, 02:54 AM
I'm thinking about...about how good it felt to kiss him again....
and how....how I nearly ruined his relationship with my best friend.....
how much my emotions are eating me....eating my heart....
tearing me apart the way they do....
and how much I want him to text me....I can't sleep without him texting me....
how much I need him... that one takes the cake....
Re: What are you thinking right now? -
November 15th 2012, 10:18 PM
I still like him so much, but he doesnt like me
Im an idiot..
From day one I talked about getting out
But not forgetting about
How all my worst fears are letting out
He said, "Why put a new address on the same old loneliness?"
When breathing just passes the time
Until we all just get old and die
Do you wanna come with me? 'Cause if you do, then I should warn you - you're gonna see all sorts of things. Ghosts from the past. Aliens from the future. The day the Earth died in a ball of flame. It won't be quiet, it won't be safe, and it won't be calm. But I'll tell you what it will be: The trip of a lifetime!
Don't trust a perfect person and don't trust a song that's flawless.
Re: What are you thinking right now? -
November 30th 2012, 02:37 AM
I sounded like an idiot by using wanna-be-cool type words without realizing it several times while on the phone with my aunt. I was like "totally" like 3 times or so.
She just said "that your new favorite word?"...